Ir Emuna stands inside a skeleton of a huge warehouse in the middle of an empty space about 1.5 miles from the town of Netivot, in the Northern Negev


Michal Chubara, a mother of three daughters and eight sons, showed me around. Two of her older sons are married, and her youngest is 3 years old. They lived in Atzmona for 5 years. They got to Ir Emuna only a week and a half ago - her second son was getting married a few days after the deportation and they spent the time before and after the wedding with family in Jerusalem area.
Two of her older sons that are still at home didn’t move into the family’s’ caravan. One put up a tent a few feet away, another one prefers to sleep in a sleeping bag under the open skies. “They simply can’t breathe when it’s so crowded”, - says Michal. She’s worried about her 17 year old, the one that’s in his own tent. He became withdrawn and impossible to talk to. The only thing he’s thinking about is that in a few months he’ll be drafted into the army.
Right now Ir Emuna numbers about 60 families, which amounts to a few hundred people. Most of them are in tents,


some are in the recently arrived mobile homes, called “caravans”.

Just a month ago they lived in homes like this one, in the now destroyed Atzmona.

Caravans keep arriving, and all of them are in need of repairs. Some are in such wonderful condition, that at the place of origin they had to be labeled “not for destruction”. Probably to avoid confusion as to which ones go to the dump, and which ones to the settlers. For example, this one – meant to serve as one of the preschool/kindergarten buildings

or this one – home to a family with 5 small children.

Not long before the deportation a woman Michal didn’t even know called her house and interrogated her about what the settlers were planning to do with their pets. Michal was shocked: “I don’t even know where they’ll take me and my small children, and you want me to make plans for the animals??!!” Menahelet SELA, a government agency created to provide for the civilian aspects of the disengagement, was very worried about the cows on the dairy farm of Atzmona. They developed a plan for their gradual resettlement and acclimatization. A few prospective sites for the new farm were rejected because SELA didn’t think the conditions there were good enough. “It looks like the cows are way more important than us”, - smiles Michal.
The caravans and, naturally, the tents as well, are not hooked up to electricity, water, gas or sewage. A rented generator provides Ir Emuna with electricity and costs many thousands of shekels per week to operate. Portable toilets and public showers are located at the far end of the warehouse.

Next to them are the city’s two washing machines and two dryers.

Since there is a huge amount of laundry, it’s really important to streamline the process. Women buy tickets – a shekel per load, and stand guard over the washers so that there are no delays between the loads. There’s no hot water in the evenings, so Michal and her kids haven’t taken a shower there yet. They drive to Netivot and use the shower in their friends’ apartment. “My kids are so dirty all the time, I’m really embarrassed”, - she says. “But, on the other hand, what can we do? This is an open space, there’s ongoing construction here – you can clean all you want, but there’s only more and more dirt”. Besides dust and dirt from all the building, there’s a constant and at times deafening noise. There are also well dressed young men and women that every once in a while pass you by. At the mere site of a camera they start screaming “It’s forbidden to take pictures of us!!!”. They are from the Menahelet SELA.
It is truly amazing how people can make even this bare warehouse livable. Even in a tent or a dilapidated caravan there’s a feeling of home, of comfort – a sign with the family’s name, a plant, wind chimes at the entrance, a picture on the wall.



Or beautiful windows, painted on a tent wall.

Despite everything these people experienced, life goes on. The laundry is hanging out to dry

kids run around the playground

mothers are helping with homework

Last week they added “insides” to one of the warehouse walls. Now the first floor houses an office, a storage room, a playroom for the children

and kitchen.

The kitchen is not used for food preparation. All the equipment there was brought in from many different places and a lot of it is not appropriate for preparing industrial quantities of food. Besides, people are afraid that conditions in the warehouse are not sanitary. All that the kitchen is used for is storing food in fridges and preparing cold breakfasts and suppers. Sometimes they boil eggs or potatoes. Hot lunches are catered and paid for by the settlers themselves and donations that they receive. Every once in a while caterers or restaurants in the area do it for free. Dining room is also right there.

It also serves as an improvised community center, instead of this one

The second floor is occupied by the girls’ school and Talmud Tora for boys. Sunday night the stairs leading to the second floor were brought in, and their installation continued until 3 a.m.

The next morning school was opened.

(the sign says “This faith is impossible to stop. School for girls of Atzmona and Talmud Tora”)

The teachers are the same that taught in Atzmona schools. Some of them come to work from Jerusalem hotels where they are temporarily housed, about 1 ½ hours commute each way. Other students from neighboring settlements, that are now scattered all over the country, also came for the opening day. Even the kids of Katif settlement, that are now located 2 hours away in Kfar Pines, made the journey in a show support for their friends and classmates.
Atzmona had three preschools. The caravans that are meant to house them in Ir Emuna are not usable at the moment.

So kids are put into a building allocated to them by the neighboring village about 5 minutes by car from Ir Emuna. There are two large groups led by teenage volunteers from Atzmona. Preschool and kindergarten teachers that worked with the kids before the deportation are now scattered all over and cannot commute. The situation isn’t good – especially now, after everything these children have been through before, during and after the disengagement – they need small groups and professional attention more than ever. “Kids need routine, or they start to go nuts, - says Michal. “I see it on my own children, they don’t behave like they used to at home. I can’t even control what they eat, they can just go and take food in the dining room. Sometimes, when I take them to lunch or supper, I put my youngest one at the table and go look for the other ones. By the time we come back – he’s already ran off”.
Furniture from the synagogue of Atzmona is piled up separately.

“It’s better that it gathers dust here than to leave it to be trampled by Arabs”, - says Michal. When they heard on the radio that their synagogue was desecrated and burned by the Palestinians, the people of Ir Emuna again tore their clothes as a sign of mourning and recited a blessing of “Baruch dayan ha-emet” (Blessed are You, the Righteous Judge), normally recited at the news of someone’s’ passing. “This was very hard, but we will honorably withstand and this trial that befell us” – says Michal, biting her lip. “It happened that on the same day we heard about the synagogue, our school reopened. So we see that with every loss we are given more hope for the future”.
This is what Atzmona synagogue looked like on the outside

and on the inside

Now this caravan serves as a synagogue

Inside there is some furniture from the former synagogue. Besides prayers and community gatherings, it is used for the Atzmona kollel, numbering about 12 young men, who came to Ir Emuna with their families.

Three days after the deportation Ir Emuna held its first wedding. The daughter of the Rav of Atzmona was supposed to be married in Neve Dkalim, another Gush Katif settlement. Instead of postponing the wedding, the young couple decided to start their new life by getting married in Ir Emuna. The tent city was decorated as much as it was possible and its residents celebrated the happy occasion as well as Sheva Brachot (the week following the wedding)


Since the disengagement, there already were three weddings in Ir Emuna – that very first one, the one of Michal’s son, and a wedding of another young man. So the name of the city is very appropriate, and many signs hanging there testify to the effect. For example, this one, a quote from the prophet Jeremiah (31:2) “And I have loved you with an eternal love, therefore I have extended kindness to you. I shall yet rebuild you, and you shall be rebuilt, O Maiden of Israel”.

or this one – “the children of the eternal nation do not fear the long road”

And its very residents – they speak for themselves. Just look at this charming couple

or this very busy young man.

- If you were offered a nice private apartment somewhere else, would you take it?
- No, what are talking about? – Michal waves her hands. – Yes, the conditions here are very far from attractive. If I need to use the bathroom at night I have to walk through the entire camp. But we are together, we are constantly busy with something constructive, we again feel that we are in charge of our own destiny. I really feel sorry for the people cooped up in Jerusalem hotels. It’s twice as hard for them -not only to be in a tight confined space with large families, in a big city – I wouldn’t be able to spend even a day there with my kids – but to also face complete uncertainty about their future. Some of the Atzmona residents – the elderly, or those with family members who have special needs – rented small apartments in Netivot until they can move into caravans here. They really suffer, and come to spend all their time here with us.
- After the deportation we spent a few days with our friends in the Golan. We had everything we could ask for. And then we came here – to the heat, the dust, the noise. But after a few hours my children asked me “Mom, why haven’t we come here before????!”
Michal is right. Yes, the people from Jerusalem hotels are holding up beautifully. But only after seeing Ir Emuna I finally realized how exhausted and withdrawn they are compared to the people of Atzmona.
Most of Ir Emuna is jobless. People that led busy, productive lives doing what they loved most are suffering from inaction. Collective hothouses and nurseries of Atzmona were packed up and transferred. Planting is slowly starting in the ones that were already set up. All the private ones were left behind in Gush Katif. Their owners haven’t even received new plots of land. Atzmona was famous for its nurseries, which supplied a significant part of Israel’s’ flower export to Europe.



The nurseries and the hothouses were saved only because of selfless volunteers. People of all ages and religious backgrounds streamed into Atzmona in order to help the owners with the relocation. They had to obtain special army permits in order to get into Atzmona and worked in shifts. It was a race against time, with the army constantly threatening that each next day was the last one, and whatever was not packed up and shipped would be simply bulldozed over. Gush Katif hothouses are a high-tech agricultural enterprise that needs constant control and supervision. The owner and the workers cannot live many miles away, they have to be near the hothouses all the time.
Notwithstanding the many daily challenges, there is not a single sign of depression among the people of Ir Emuna. Right now they are busy with the work that has to be done in the city itself. And, of course, they remember

and hope, and believe that they’ll persevere – “the spirit of Gush Katif forever” –

and then – they’ll return. Especially, since the road home is still there

At the moment the plans for the future of Ir Emuna are as follows: to move every family into a caravan and hook them up to running water, sewage and electricity. If Menahelet SELA allows, to invite residents of other Gush Katif settlements to join them. Within the next two years the government has to allocate permanent plots of land for home construction and hothouse, nursery and farm relocation. There, the people of Gush Katif again will be able to do what they do best – build, plant, turn the Negev desert into flowering paradise, learn Tora, raise large and close-knit families.
In the meantime there are many needs, both short and long term, that are not met by the government. An American delegation that recently visited the deportees was shocked to find out that everything they heard from the Israeli government about their situation was a lie. You can read about it here: http://w115.wnd.com/news/article.asp?AR
There’s ongoing construction and repairs to the caravans, fuel bills for the electricity generator, purchases of food, clothing and other necessities, and many, many other things. For those of you located in Israel - if you can volunteer a day or two of your time and come down to Ir Emuna to physically help with construction and caravan repairs, it'd be wonderful. Please contact me if you are interested. If you'd like to visit Ir Emuna and bring something to the deportees, please contact Nitza, its resident-coordinator, at 052-869-3322.
If you would like to give a hand to our brothers in need, it will be greatly appreciated. The following is the bank account for Ir Emuna:
Bank Mizrahi
branch #491
account number: 437660
Please make sure to designate your donation to “ATZMONA”.
If you have any questions, please feel free to contact me, Katherine (Gita) Weiner at the following email address: izgnanie@yahoo.com
Thank you, and may you and your family have a sweet and happy New Year.
Anonymous
September 22 2005, 19:46:46 UTC 6 years ago
IR HAEMUNA - KATIF
KATIF LIVES ON ITS PEOPLE - IN ITS FAITH - IN IR HAEMUNA, THE CITY OF FAITH. U'MI K'AMCHA YISRAEL....WHO IS LIKE YOUR PEOPLE ISRAEL!Anonymous
September 22 2005, 22:26:28 UTC 6 years ago
Re: IR HAEMUNA - KATIF
While these VICTIMS of the New World Order plan, live like refugees Sharon a gutless puppet of the faceless dictators plans to step down to avoid further flack and retire to his obviously luxurious ranch in solitude. Well! will someone please tell him he has just committed the fatal mistake of evicting Jews from the land God gave them by an everlasting covenant and will most certainly feel the wrath of an offended God, in one way or another. The judgment on the USA by natural disasters (one as I write) should serve as a severe warning to any other nation or ruler who dares to meddle in the affairs of Israel.You have been warned.
Prophetic student.
September 23 2005, 06:43:27 UTC 6 years ago
My heart is with you
To the Gaza settlers: As a friend of Israel watching from afar, I admire your resilient spirit and continued love and devotion for Torah. I am an American Christian who watched in horror as the Israeli government, supported by my own government, forced you off your God-given land. I have children of my own, and my heart broke when I saw a picture of a young Jewish boy and girl waving goodbye to their beautiful home, which was in flames. The disengagement is a gross injustice. I believe the United States is reaping what it sowed – our policies pushed Jewish settlers from their homes; now we have refugees on our own soil as a result of hurricane Katrina. Another monster storm is churning toward the Gulf Coast as I write this. Nations that try to divide the land of Israel provoke God's judgment (Joel 3:2). I know my words are very inadequate, but I want you to know my heart is with you. May the God of Abraham, Isaac and Jacob bless and keep you. May His face shine upon you all. I can't wait to see how God protects and carries you through this trial. Adonai hu haElohim.Anonymous
September 24 2005, 11:02:48 UTC 6 years ago
Anonymous
September 24 2005, 22:37:38 UTC 6 years ago
Thank you
Thank you to all of you for being such wonderful people. You have a strength that the rest of us can only imagine. Hashem should bless you all.Thank you for the photos and the information, and for keeping us posted on what you are doing.
We are thinking of you, and our hearts are with you in your struggles.
Moshiach should come immediately on account of your courage and devotion to yiddishkeit. May Hashem bless all your children, and give them hope, and special prayers for the 17 year old boy who is alone in his tent and wondering WHY??
Shalom u'bracha
Sarah
Anonymous
September 25 2005, 17:45:13 UTC 6 years ago
Wow!!
You people are great!! You made feel proud to be Jewish! Your spirit and optimism is really unbelievable! I admire the way you dealt with the situation, as only religous Jews could!! Although I live in America, and think of you and pray for you every day. Keep up the great work!!Anonymous
September 25 2005, 18:06:08 UTC 6 years ago
Anonymous
September 26 2005, 20:12:04 UTC 6 years ago
DONT WORRY
There is no time for worry, wipe away your tears, the end is coming as this is only the darkness right before the dawn. Then the G-d of Israel will make himself known to all, and he will place you on high , as princes and princesses you will rejoice and all will say "these were the truly rightious, these were the ones deserving of everlasting kindness and joy" and G-d will agree and grant to you and yours everlasting sweetness in the land that you love so much. May you and yours have only a lifetime of happiness, health and everything good! HOLD on Moshiach is coming !Anonymous
September 27 2005, 03:12:49 UTC 6 years ago
Ir Emuna
I cried tears of grief at what the residents of IrEmuna have had to endure. But I also cried tears of happiness at your steadfast faith in spite of what has happened. May Ha Shem bless the work of your hands. Yes, when the time is right and He has
vanquished your enemies you will return to your land. We are in the days of the hearing of the foot
steps of Messiah and your faith will be rewarded.
Continue to hold fast to your faith and look forward
with hope. I live in the United States and would like to send a contribution. I need the address of
Bank Mizhai. My email address is shira_139@msn.com.
Shalom Aleichem,
Shira Levin
Anonymous
September 27 2005, 21:01:36 UTC 6 years ago
Moving through this time
B"HMany say that with every great loss, that there is a new opening. And even with this move, there is a lot to be thankful for still - a roof over one's head to start with as well as a community bond. A joke I heard once at a meat-market was, if there is not wealth, at least there is health. This was from a single worker struggling to make the ends meet, and this is true, that health is something that is priceless.
I have grown quite a bit helping in whatever meager way I can. I want to assist further. I would have liked to have gotten the community energy-independent, setting up solar-based electricity generation, water conservation and so forth which I have not been able to complete. I wish I had some way to ease the routine, lower the cost, make things just easier. I will not say that you are the strongest people in the world and hold you on an impossible pedistol. I just love and admire you and I hope for your best, and also that I can continue to be helpful with whatever donations I am able to provide you in this time.
Anonymous
September 27 2005, 21:42:14 UTC 6 years ago
sad
the situation is extremely sad, btw it seems the pic with the "windows" is not painted on rather that is how the tent is made. you may want to correct that.Anonymous
October 3 2005, 14:20:59 UTC 6 years ago
From an American
I was shocked to find out that the settlers who were moved from their homes on Palestinian land in Gaza, as had been promised by Sharon, were simply deposited on another section of Palestinian land in the West Bank. What did that accomplish? The settlers lost their homes and all they had worked so hard to create, with G-d's help, and then Israel, instead of having planned ahead for this move (which was in the works for some time) dumps them in some make-shift camp. Now they are living in their own land as refugees, just as the Palestinians have been. Is this progress? For whom? And toward peace? I can only shake my head at this ridiculous action and wonder who in the world would see it as a legitimate move toward rectifying the current discord in Israel/Palestine.Anonymous
October 3 2005, 21:28:08 UTC 6 years ago
Its the Soul not the Body that is saved
There is a vice for the betrayed...and its the Voice of GodAnonymous
March 28 2006, 19:19:35 UTC 6 years ago
Re: Its the Soul not the Body that is saved
The injustice that you suffer; words cannot describe...the images of your suffering bring tears to my eyes everytime I see them...I wish I could do something to give you back your G-d given land, homes, and lives back. Although I do not live in Israel yet, you are my brothers and sisters and my heart and sould will always be with you. I will always fight your rights even if it means giving my own life. For we are G-d's chosen people and after all of the persecution we have suffered no one has the right to take away the fews things that are rightfully ours. Your spirts and strength are a daily inspiration to me...and I will continue to pray that G-d watches over you and protects you.Anonymous
March 28 2006, 19:20:46 UTC 6 years ago
Re: Its the Soul not the Body that is saved
The injustice that you suffer; words cannot describe...the images of your suffering bring tears to my eyes everytime I see them...I wish I could do something to give you back your G-d given land, homes, and lives back. Although I do not live in Israel yet, you are my brothers and sisters and my heart and sould will always be with you. I will always fight your rights even if it means giving my own life. For we are G-d's chosen people and after all of the persecution we have suffered no one has the right to take away the fews things that are rightfully ours. Your spirts and strength are a daily inspiration to me...and I will continue to pray that G-d watches over you and protects you.Anonymous
September 12 2006, 13:53:42 UTC 5 years ago